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2:01 pm - Happy Birthday
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| Wednesday, October 23rd, 2002
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12:01 pm - In case you didnt know
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| Saturday, September 28th, 2002
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11:14 am - hello
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| Tuesday, August 27th, 2002
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4:58 pm - Today
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Why do I eat Chinese food? I mean honestly I like the taste of the stuff, its just the after taste thats sickening. I geuss im just a glutine for punishment.
Went shopping , again today. I am done, thats it, I am not buying another thing. I am down to about $30.00
This is what I got on my final College shopping expedition(hopefully):
CD Player/ Alarm Clock
Brita Water Pitcher (yeah,I am spoiled by my filtered water)
Reservoir Dogs SE DVD (one of Buscemi's best)
Whats Eating Gilbert Grape DVD( DiCaprio's, only good Movie)
CD of Rain and Thunder sounds( soo Soothing)
Microwaveable Cup (for Raman and Such)
The line up for today is:
The Legend of Bagger Vance (finished)
Reservoir, Dogs (watching now)
Whats Eating Gilbert Grape (later)
Donnie Darko( later still)
People are welcome to join me for the last two films or if they would like to alter the line up in anyway let me know?
I went through my dvds today and found that i have 55 movies and the first 2 seasons of the Simpsons on DVD, not to mention all of the supplement discs that came with many of my films.
Thats all I got right now, oh boy its the Ear scene. "Was that as good for me as it was for you?"
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| Monday, August 26th, 2002
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8:56 pm - blah
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| Saturday, August 24th, 2002
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1:07 am - today
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was perfectly content sitting in my boxers and t-shirt watching Muppets Take Manhattan, but no Shawn wants to do something. We ended up going to consumer square and the Hamilton Mall "shudder", (Brandon, no like mall) I was such an adventurous shopper too, I bought myself socks and an umbrella at target and A copy of Donnie Darko on DVD at Best Buy.
The only thing I wanted at the mall was food, being that we were at the mall, I got the closet thing to food they had, Arby's Roast beef and cheddar sandwich. we came in through Sears, so we got to see Sam, at work in the tool center. She is such a pretty girl. If I wasnt going off to college, I might have, maybe, possibly made a move.
Shawn and I decided to go to the movies while we were out, we saw Bloodwork. It was such a good movie. Clint Eastwood can still put out a good suspense thriller type movie at 77 (I think). I definitely recommend this movie It was kind of weird being that I was the youngest person in the entire theater the average age of the other movie goers was probably around .
Geez , I am on a good movie high and I am not looking forward to coming down. It started when I watched American Beauty on thursday,It continued on friday with Donnie Darko, and was kept strong with Bloodwork. I must now find something to keep me from going into quality movie withdraw
The Storm tonight was simply amazing. About 25 days of heat and no rain and then two hours of down pour, whats up with that. While driving home I got to see some of the most beautiful lightening I have ever seen. It made me wish I had a digital camera with me. Some of the lightning strikes that I saw would make the ultimate computer background or framed work.
On a random note i really enjoy the show Perfect Strangers and really wish TV Land would play more than two episodes a week.
Well, i am off to reorganize all my stuff for college, what fun
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current mood:  hungry
current music: Welcome Back Kotter theme
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4:46 pm - Flat diet pepi tastes horrible
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---Basics---
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FIRST NAME: Brandon
MIDDLE NAME: James
LAST NAME: Sullivan
NICKNAMES: b, Boo, Laurence
GENDER: Dude
ADDRESS: Lets her it for NJ.
AGE: 18.
GRADE:College Freshman.
LIVING SITUATION: me, my parents and my dog and cat
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---Appearance---
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HEIGHT: 6ft
HAIR COLOR: Naturally sandy brown hair, with some lighter blond highlighs.
HAIR STYLE: Shaggy.
HAIR LENGTH: As long as it will go before it starts to curl..
EYE COLOR: Green.
GLASSES OR CONTACTS: Glasses, Ive had them for almost 16 years and I dont think I ever will be without them.
STYLE: Me
RIGHTY/LEFTY: Righty
SHOE SIZE: 10-11, depends on the brand of shoe
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---Favorites---
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COLOR: Red.
RELATIVE: Cousin Allison.
TV SHOW: simpsons, almost anything on comedy central,
CD: At the moment Finch: What its like to burn, Punk Goes POP, Midtown: Living Well is thr Best Revenge.
MOVIE: American Beauty, Lord of the Rings, Fargo,Usual Suspects, As Good As It Gets, Fight Club.
COMMERCIAL: none that really standout
BOOK: That's Not in my American History Book.
BAND OR GROUP: bad religion. radiohead. hole. nirvana. The Vandals, Finch, Midtown, BNL, Weezer, Green Day, H20, Saves the Day, Super Chunk, Less Than Jake, Ozma.
ANIMAL: penguins, chimps.
SCHOOL SUBJECT: Child psychology/ Sociology, Film Appreciation would have been my favorite class had we actually learned anything in there.
FEELING: Being Needed
ICE CREAM: cookie dough or plain chocolate chip.
VACATION PLACE: Arizona.
MUSIC: i love almost any kind- just not Numetal or rap like Nelly and Puff Daddy
STORE:Best Buy
TV STATION: Comedy Central
NUMBER: 45
SODA: Trying to ween myself off of soda
WEATHER: Cloudy with slight rain..
ACTORS: Kevin Spacey, Steve Buscemi,John cusack, Christian Slater(85-93 era)
ACTRESSES: Christina Ricci, Angelina Jolie, Clea Duvall
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---Name makes you think of---
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RYAN: Funny Guy
ALEX: Jen's roomate
TIFFANY: Slut
ABBY: My Cat
BRIAN: Wessler
PHIL: Colins
SALLY: talk show host
SARAH: Likes Brian Wessler
DERRICK: and the dominoes
ALLEN: White (he drilled his hand in wood shop)
JODIE: Foster
SAM: another girl shawn let slip through his fingers
MICHELLE: Stupid Cheerleader
JESSICA: Bugg
LEAH: Almost looks like Leahey, Brandon no like
ERIK: Hairy, Blond Hair everywhere
BILLY: No good memories ther.
JOSHUA: Fenwick, Joel spitting on him in 6th grade.
DANIEL: Johns
BRITNEY: role model?
CHRIS: House
SHANE: Drugs
BRAD: Renfro
ROBERT: De Neiro
TIM: LTD
JIM: Black Cat
BEN: Cromartie, one of the coolest kids in the top ten
BRANDON: Me
JAMIE: Big Ass
KELLY: Olsen Twin
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---Do you...---
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GET MOTION SICKNESS?: rarely.
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: Who doesnt?
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENT(S)?: most of the time more often the problem is between my father and I.
LIKE TO DRIVE?: Yeah
TYPE WITH FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEY. i used to
DRINK?: nope.
SMOKE?: nope.
DO ANY OTHER DRUGS?: nope.
KNOW ANYONE WHO DRINKS UNDERAGE: Yeah, im not that shelttered of a kid
~SMOKES: Yep, and its always the pretty ones.
~DOES DRUGS: unfortunately
~LOST THEIR VIRIGINITY: yes, but not passing judgement
.~WORSHIPS THE DEVIL: Not that i know of.
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BROKEN THE LAW: sure.
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: nope.
EVER CHEATED ON A TEST: yes..
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: Not in years, but yep..
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: No Ima good boy....
PEED IN THE SHOWER/BATH: hasn't everyone?
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH:this morning.
IN CLASS: thats what i did in study hall
GONE TO CHURCH: yup.
READ THE BIBLE: some.
BEEN IN A FIGHT?: Yeah
STAYED HOME ON THE WEEKENDS?: I try not to, but yes
BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL: yes.
EVER MET SOMEONE FAMOUS: many people in bands and a few pro wrestlers.
IN A SCHOOL PLAY: Nope
WENT SWIMMING IN THE OCEAN: yes, unfortunately.
CRIED IN PUBLIC: yes.
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: On my shoulder Physically?
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HUGGING OR KISSING: i like 'em both.
MUD WRESTLING OR JELLO WRESTLING: jello wrestling.
WHITE MILK OR CHOCOLATE MILK: chocolate.
DEAFNESS OR BLINDNESS: deafness
SANDALS OR SHOES: sandals
PEPSI OR COKE: Pepsi
CD OR TAPE: cds.
RAIN, SUN OR SNOW: Rain
PEN OR PENCIL: pencil
VANILLIA OR CHOCOLATE: vanilla.
BLACK OR WHITE: black.
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---Friends? ---
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Who is the?
BEST: Shawn and Fred.
FUNNIEST: Stu/Katie
CUTEST: Liz / Carly
SMARTEST: Fred.
CRAZIEST: Christina/Micah
MOST STYLISH: Carly?Micah
FLIRTIEST: Justin
QUIETEST: Liz
LOUDEST: Christina/Matt
SWEETEST: Liz/Christina
WEIRDEST: Micah, unique is a better description than weird ..
BLONDEST: Nate
OUTGOING: Micah/Kyler
ONE WHO HANGS OUT WITH YOU THE MOST: Shawn
ONE WITH THE BEST SMILE: Liz
ONE WHO LIVES THE FARTHEST: Chrisatina
ONE WHO LIVES THE CLOSEST: Stu
ONE WHO YOU KNOW THE BEST: Shawn
ONE WHO YOU'VE KNOWN LONGEST: Fred
ONE WHO YOU GET ALONG WITH BEST: Fred/Liz/Shawn
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---When/what was the last...---
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THING YOU PURCHASED: I bought my parents Ice Cream Last night
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Kids in the Hall
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Signs.
TIME YOU WERE GROUNDED: I dont remember
WORDS YOU SAID: "Dont You Have to Go to Work?"
WORDS YOU TYPED: "Dont You Have to Go to Work."
PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED: uhhh.. Jen
PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: My mother
THING YOU ATE: A Marshmallow.
THING YOU DRANK: Diet Pepsi
SONG YOU HEARD: OZMA -- "Game Over"
PERSON YOU SAW: my dad.
PERSON YOU HUGGED: Christina.
PERSON WHO SENT AN IM: Jen.
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER: Graduation
YOU GOT E-MAIL: This morning
TIME YOU CRIED: a few days ago.
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---Your thoughts on...---
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ABORTION: woman's choice.
TEENAGE SMOKING: Slow motion suicide.
EATING DISORDERS: I think I have one of those.
RAP: i like a lot of rap music.
MASTURBATION: What you do alone in your room is your business
PMS: some girls need to get over it.
DREAMS: deja vu
TRUE LOVE: its out there somewhere
WORSE FEELING IN THE WORLD: abandonment.
SPICE GIRLS: Sad
RAPE: cowards
SUICIDE: life is precious.
SELF-MUTILATION: lack of control of emotions.
current mood:  peaceful
current music: TV
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| Thursday, August 22nd, 2002
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11:39 pm - Titles are like plots in pornos, absolutely pointless
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I was bored today so I started to highlight my hair. I now have dark blond hair in the back and a more sandy blond color in the front. If that doesnt show you how bored I got I dont know what will.
I watched Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil. Its a really good movie, a little long but good all the same. I also watched American Beauty for the 9th or 10th time, I could probably watch the movie none stop for days on end.
Well I have nothing else to report except that I still want a code for a livejournal. I want it I want it I want it. I have been contemplating getting a paid account for 2 months and just using one of my codes that I get to create a free account for myself. I just need to convince my dad to let me use his credit card. I mean its only five bucks so, I dont think he'll have a problem with that. I just think Ill have to prove the legitamacy of me wanting to have an online journal.
Thats all i got but not all I want.
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| Tuesday, August 20th, 2002
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2:32 pm - Why do YOU do this to yourselves?
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xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i HATE boys!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: not you
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: BUT MOST R LOSERS
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: sorry im venting
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: lol
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: u there?
SickofYourShxt: sorry wasnt here
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: oo lol
SickofYourShxt: why do you hate boys?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: cuz their dumb...:-(
SickofYourShxt: whys that?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: theres this one dude..
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: we've been together for over a year
SickofYourShxt: oh
SickofYourShxt: ?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: n not anymore but still r kinda
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: tells me he loves me but then treats me like shit n i dunno why i even care anymore
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: not worth it
SickofYourShxt: definately not worth it
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: Bleh...
SickofYourShxt: i dunno why so many girls let guys walk all over them or treat them as less of a person
SickofYourShxt: brb
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: ok
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i dunno why either.. i know i do that all the time
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: n im tired of it
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i missed out on a lot
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: bc of him
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i wouldnt do stuff just bc i knew it would piss him off.. n it was DUMB stuff
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: like go swimming with my guy friends n gurlfriends bc he didnt like it , he didnt trust any of my guy friends would get pissed if i hung out with them, if i ever get with another guy .. even AFTER we're broken up he would never be with me again
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: psssh IM DONE
SickofYourShxt: i really dont know you, but im sure your better than that and I know you deserve better than that
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: so he said he wanted to chill this morning, .. wut do ya know? he doesnt show.. so i call him up to see wuts up and hes like "o i slept out" and he didnt even apologize for not calling me and at least letting me know..
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: BLAH
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: well thanx ..
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: lol sorry bout that
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i just started venting lol
SickofYourShxt: im here to listen
SickofYourShxt: and talk
SickofYourShxt: not just talk
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: thanx dude
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i think im callin things off
SickofYourShxt: do it, if thats what you want
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: not really but theres really no other choice
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: im sick of it
SickofYourShxt: well so far all youve told me is hes an inconsiderate, controlling, jealous guy
SickofYourShxt: does he have any good qualities
SickofYourShxt: ?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: not anymore..
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: used too..
SickofYourShxt: well, then find someone better who treats you like the beautiful person i m sure you are
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i know that if i break up with him i def wont be into another thing for quite a while
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: just gonna have funn i guess
SickofYourShxt: yeah, no one says you have to go find the perfect man, but you should at least find someone who makes you happy
SickofYourShxt: and someone who wants to make you happy
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: ya i know...
SickofYourShxt: but?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i dunno lol
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i know i compare everyone to him already
SickofYourShxt: for the good or the bad?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: to me he was the perfect one.. i guess not.. he can be so sweet sometimes
SickofYourShxt: sometimes is not good enough in my opinion
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: yea i agree
SickofYourShxt: he may make you feel like a princess for a week, but as soon as he makes you cry thats all gone. its harder to make someone happy than it is to make them cry
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: whenever i start moving away from him he gets closer
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: yea...
SickofYourShxt: if only I was able to use my own advice to help m e
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: lol why cant you?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: u have gurl trouble?
SickofYourShxt: not at the moment, but ive had my share
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: u should listen to ur advice
SickofYourShxt: I dont have girl trouble at the moment cause i dont have a girl
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: its good
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: soon enough ull be @ college :-P
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: plenty of chickies there
SickofYourShxt: thats why i stopped trying in july
SickofYourShxt: i was willing to wait til college
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: yea...
SickofYourShxt: if i was going to stokton there were girls i would have persued, but im not for the whole long distance relationship thing
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: yea... when i planning on going to Montclair
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: josh and i were going to keep the relationship..
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: :rolls eyes:
SickofYourShxt: is he in HS or going to college?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: he graduated 2 yrs ago
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: hes 20
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: doesnt go to college..
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: his dad owns a business
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: construction + carpentry
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: so he does that
SickofYourShxt: oh well at least you found a mature one
* sarcasim* if you couldnt tell
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: lol
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: its a shame cuz hes smart i wish he went to college
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: he graduated 14th in the class.. n didnt even take his sats..
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: OR he could have gone for wrestling
SickofYourShxt: wow, well at least he has something going for him
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: not anymore
SickofYourShxt: what hes no longer smart?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: he could have done soemthing with his life.. thats all
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: all he does it smoke weed all day everyday
SickofYourShxt: fun, your just making this guy sound better and better with everything you tell me about him
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: sarcasm?
SickofYourShxt: yeah
SickofYourShxt: so are you feeling better about boys?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: ya. trying too...
SickofYourShxt: good for you
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: yea...
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i suppose lol
SickofYourShxt: you should be certain though
SickofYourShxt: does he make you happy?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: not really..
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: sometimes..
SickofYourShxt: or better yet does he go out of his way to make you happy?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: nope
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i know i put him through a lot of crap too
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i just analyze things too much and he HATES that
SickofYourShxt: well he obviously tells you what he doesnt like about you does he ever tell you what he does like about you?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: not anymore
SickofYourShxt: do you ever tell him what you dont like about him?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i dont even wanna
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: bc hell get all pissed
SickofYourShxt: thats probably because deep down he knows your right
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: ya kinda...
SickofYourShxt: you dont seen to be asking too much you just want a guy who loves, trusts,and shows you respect
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: pretty much
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i try too hard to be his friend..
SickofYourShxt: gives you affection, and im not just talking about making out and holding hands
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: yupz...
SickofYourShxt: well , i wish i could take his place because i would show you you were the most important person in the world to me and that feeling would stop after a month or two
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: thanx
SickofYourShxt: cause whats the sense of being in a relationship,if you dont really care about the other person
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: yea..
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: he tells me he loves me but when i question him bout it
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: he gets soo angry
SickofYourShxt: telling someone you love them is easy, its showing that person that you love them thats hard
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: yea.. but hes not the kind of person who tells people he loves them
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: it took him a yr bf he told me
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i wass best friends with him for 5 yrs bf we even went out
SickofYourShxt: is that why your having trouble breaking it off beacuse you've been friends for so long?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: maybe... thats why
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i dunno why
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i guess its bc im still in love with him..
SickofYourShxt: this guy most be really good looking or excelent kisser or something cause he really doesnt sound like he has much of a personality
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i guess its bc i keep thinking things r going to go back to the way they used to be
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: hes like soo funny and goofy
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: n now hes just .. angry all the time
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: lol goodlookin? i dunno
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: haha
SickofYourShxt: okay anger issues seem to keep popping up, is he violent?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: hes BIG like buff big.. most of my guy friends were scared of him so they didnt mess with me
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: yupz
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: not with me
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: but yea hes pretty violent
SickofYourShxt: thats good that hes not violent with you, but how long until he does become violent with you?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i dunno.... i dont think he would..
SickofYourShxt: be careful is all im saying
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: ive gotten him pretty mad bf
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: hes just punched walls and stuff
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: never touched me
SickofYourShxt: yet
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: hmm..
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx :-\
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: he mostly hurts himself..
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: carving, cutting
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: burning
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: that kinda stuff
SickofYourShxt: eh, ohg
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: bleh
SickofYourShxt: does he drink, or do you think hell start when hes 21?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: no he drinks a LOT
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: almost everyday..
SickofYourShxt: okay my vote is to dump this guy and find someone new, but you do what makes you happy
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: yea....
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i dunno man
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i guess ill see wut happenes
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i mean hes a good guy i know.. just i guess has some problems and sometimes i dont help him
SickofYourShxt: from my point of view the bad out weighs the good, but the finally decision is yours
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: yea... i know..
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: thanx for the advice
SickofYourShxt: what do you mean you dont help?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: by me getting angry at him
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: and i question him about crap and he hates that
SickofYourShxt: define crap
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i ask him if he even like cares bout me anymore
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: stuff like that
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i ask if im wasting my time
SickofYourShxt: are you?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: sometimes i think i am
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: sometimes it looks like its going well
SickofYourShxt: which lasts longer?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: like when we went to see a broadway show 2 weekends ago it felt like we were starting new
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: now its the same ol shit
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: n its not really even that we argue much.. i just keep it to myself
SickofYourShxt: thats no good
SickofYourShxt: so i geuss this talk feels really good
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: ya pretty much
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: cuz i know that if i say anything we'll end up freaking out on eachother
SickofYourShxt: maybe thats what you need, to get everyones feelings out in the open
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: yea... prob
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: i def need to go to college
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: away
SickofYourShxt: yeah, that should be a good chane, ut in the mean- time you deserve something better
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: yea...
xxxxxxxxxxxxxx: thanx for the advice
SickofYourShxt: your welcome
Okay, someone answer me this why on earth do you do this to yourselves. I wnat to know from any girl who reads this not just Jen, although her insight is appreciated.
current mood:  confused
current music: Kids and the Hall
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| Monday, August 19th, 2002
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9:42 am - Yadda Yadda Yadda
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This weekend was fun:
Friday: I went to the river with fred and Shawn> Itr was enjoyable, we walked up river and just floated back down to Freds grandparents house in tubes. Shawn and I had a mud fight, I hadnt doe something like that in years
Saturday:
I went to my cousins birthday party. I love them sooo much. I wish I got to see them more during the year because they have so many oinside joke that I sure as hell dont get and are not really that funny once they are explained to me. My cousin david, who is a senior in HS, is thinking of going to Rowan so that would be interesting.
Sunday:
I went to Ventnor for a going away party for Katie Howie. I got to see Timmy and Terri Mooney. Also, Jesse,Becca, Jackie, Stu, and Fred were there. I think Becca is cute, if only she wasnt Beeca. One thing I found funny was several family members kept asking where Chuck was and Katie would just respond with We dont like him anymore. Obviously Chuck treats the ladies alot different than he treats the guys because I know more girls who dislike him than guys. I have nothing against Chuck and will have nothing aginst Chuck until he does something to cause me to change my opinion of him.
Katies family is so nice and entertaining. The only thinmg I dont like about going to Katie's is the fact tht her mother tells me that I look like Brad Cook. Nothing against Brad, but come on I do not look like him. Do I?
So over all I had a good weekend and I want to have a good week too. Help me make that happen.
Thats all I got but not all I want.
current mood: hungry
current music: TV
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| Friday, August 16th, 2002
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10:43 pm - Anyone?
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Can anyone help me? I want a livejournal code can anyone supply me with one? Please, it will make me happy. Aww come on quit holding out on me. I know your just staring at me and laughing cause you have a code and dont want to share it with me. Fine I dont want your code........ Wait YES.... YES ..I do, I really do want your code. Everyone else has one so why cant i have one? Why dont you want me to be happy? I would try and make you happy, if I could, but no you dont like me enough to make me happy. I'll just sit here sad and alone without a livejournal code.
current mood: hopeful
current music: TV
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12:24 pm - Maury Povich should be shot
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Who agrees with me on this. It sickens me that this guy is making money off of over weight toddlers and people with phobias. Look this kids two and weighs 100 pounds lets look at him with aww and amazement. The show on right now is titled Maury's Biggest Babies are Back!
Fuck him, i hope for these kids sake something is done to prevent health problems further down the road. It sad when they show a four year old who weighs more than I do. How the fuck, as a parent, do you let your child become over two hundered pounds before they are even in school.
You cant really blame the children on these show because most of them are under four years old and have yet to master self control. Hell, Im almost 19 and I dont have total self-control when it comes to food. I really think these parents should have their children taken away. I mean you dont have to be 100 pounds and muscular to be beautiful, but it not healthy for a 4 year old to weigh 208 pounds.
Im totally disgusted and i think im gonna go for a bike ride or something.
Thats all I've got, but not all I want.
current mood:  nauseated
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| Thursday, August 15th, 2002
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6:08 pm - Old friends, fond memories
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I ve talked to her twice now and each time it reminds me of how much fun we used to have. I relly hope we can do something together, if only for a couple of hours, before I leave for college. I remember she had a crush on me for years, I wonder when the feelings died and withered away. There is no way they could have survived almost 10 years of seperation. I dont want any kind of relationship with her. i just wish we could have our friendship back.
current mood: hopeful
current music: Whatever is on MTV2, I think its Korn
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| Tuesday, August 13th, 2002
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4:45 pm - Whats going on? I said hey whats going on?
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Saturday:
My last day of work. Scoop didn?t even say good byre to me or thank me for my two wonderful years of service, humph I didn?t want a thank you anyway.
Went and saw Pat Benatar with my parents. She puts on an entertaining show, but her opening band sucks. Every one of their songs sounds like a bad DMB song. The Pat benatr concert reaffirmed my hatred for north jersey women. These people were in the 1st fucking row and had to stand which cause every row behind them to have to stand. (We were in the 4th row)
Sunday:
Went shopping for college crap with parents. Got everything that I needed except new shoes and a fan. I bought myself some movies, Cliffhanger, GI JOE the Movie and Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back. I felt bad, because my parents weren't letting me buy anything for my dorm, so I bought them dinner.
Sunday night I went bowling with Tunji, Liz, Justin, Ben, Shawn, and Fred at King Pin. It wasn't that much fun cause the stupid computer refused to keep the score correctly. I had fun though. Fred had the best shot; he rolled a gutter ball, with some spin on it, the thing popped out of the gutter and he got a strike. That?s the kind of shot that only happens by dumb luck.
Monday:
Nothing really happened on Monday. I got my car inspected and it passed do that?s good. Fred, Shawn and I hung out just watching the extras on some of my DVDs
Today:
Shawn, Fred, James, Brian Wessler and I went fishing. Everyone caught at least three fish, but I was the only one who had a fish that was legally big enough to keep, 17 inches long.
We soon became bored with fish and went seagull hunting.
That was soooo much fun. All we id was chase seagulls in Shawn?s boat at about 50 mph with a big net. We were with in inches of actually catching one too.
After the seagull hunting we went back to fishing. Fred snagged a jelly fish and it slimed all over the water. It was really gross, yet I could not stop looking. Brain also caught a jelly fish, but he used a net and when he pulled it out of the water it split into like five pieces on the boat. Have you every seen a jelly fish out of the water they look like silicon implants.
After we were done fishing we got Chinese food and had a late lunch at Shawn?s grandparents (really nice people).
Now I am home and I am going to go for a swim. Oh yeah gotta enjoy that POOL.
Now I know, and knowing is half the battle.
Thats all I got, but not all I want.
current mood:  dirty
current music: Rufio: Like a prayer
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| Saturday, August 10th, 2002
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3:37 pm - Warped tour
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Wel, worth the price of addmission (for me at least). I saw every band I wanted to and then some. I met up with friends and avoided annoyances. Got lots of stuff and over all only ended up spending about 60 dollars. There are all kinds of stories I could tell about what I saw, but I dont feel like typing them all, so if you see me in person ask and Ill tell all I can remember.
No more scoops, I never ever have to set foot into that building again, unless I decide that I want tyo buy over priced ice cream.
Thats all I got but not all I want
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| Wednesday, August 7th, 2002
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5:00 pm - blah
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This one of those day where no matter what I do I still feel unproductive.
Randomness
I am sooooo sore from yesterday. I went to Brigantine with Shawn, Fred and Justin. Shawn took us out on his boat and we took turns riding in the ski chariot that was being towed behind the boat. I lost my grip on the chariot and my leggs were dangling off the back, I finally had to let go after the rushing water nearly torn my bathing suit off. I think if i had hit my face on the water at 35 mph again I probably would have broken my nose. When I got a shower last night I kept finding new bruises. I hope we can do it at least one more time before I go off to Rowan.
I only have two days of work left:
Thursday 1-6
Saturday 11-3
I think I am actually going to miss working with Diana and I am bummed that I dont get to work with Kim. If they hadnt hired KIm I think they would have severely struggled through the rest of the summer. Does that make me sound cocky or full of myself, or what?
Warped tour on friday. I have to talk to Diana and find out how we are getting there.
I cant belive that in 24 days i will be sitting in my dorm room at Rowan. Does that mean my childhhood ends in less than 4 weeks?
Thats all I got, but not all I want.
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| Tuesday, August 6th, 2002
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8:22 am - Randon thoughts and happenings
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Can you believe they actually made games like this?
http://www.seanbaby.com/nes/egm09.htm
I got to work with the new girl Kim yesterday, she is really nice. It is a shame that yesterday is the only day I am ever going to work with her. I start telling my mother how cool I think this girl is and how I wish she had been hired earlier and she responds with "Is she dateable?" To tell you the truth the only thing that is stopping me is the fact that there is a three year difference in age (in my favor) and the fact that I go off to college in 25 days. She is ten times cooler than Danielle or Dominique, better looking too.
Dateable?, I don’t think I have honed my skills to determine who is actually dateable. I haven’t been right yet. But not finding the right one the first time helps me to weed out the ones hiding behind a false cover .
I’m really going to go all out today. I think my day will consist of doing chores spending money on myself and possible going fishing with Shawn and Fred.
Last night was pretty cool. I got to hang out with Justin for the first time since school let out. I mean we didn’t do anything all that amazing it was just nice to see him. We went to Wawa in Smithville last night and as we were leaving it seemed like every stupid stoner kid in the area had the munchies. Every time a car pulled in another stupid absegami student got out of the car.
I watched Resident Evil this morning it was a really good movie, well worth renting.
Jen, you ever hear of the movie Floundering? It just came on Comedy Central (8:00 AM). It’s a movie with John Cusack that I have never heard of. Wait, I have seen this movie , I just didn’t remember that John Cusack was in it. I think his role was a smaller one. oOoOOOOO this movie has Steve in it, and his character is awesome.
Thats all I got but not all i want
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7:35 am - Why am I up
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Ive been up for almost 2 hours. Why cant I have a normal sleep schedule?
current mood:  crappy
current music: Saved by the Bell Theme
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| Saturday, August 3rd, 2002
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1:49 am - Rollins
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That special on comedy central was great, what they actually showed that is. I think I may go out and purchase the DVD. The DVD is three hours long. Not some shitty hour that had 4 to 5 minutes of commercials every 10 minutes. They would cut to commercials when Rollins was in the middle of a sentence, so irritating.
Im not a big fan of his music, but I do like his spoken word preformances. Must buy Rollins DVD
Okay thats it time for bed
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| Friday, August 2nd, 2002
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11:49 pm - Ouch, my fucking back
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I saw Signs with, Shawn , Fred, Liz, Ben and Cindy tonight. It was a great movie. The theater was so crowwded though, we had to sit in like the fourth row. So, I got to sit starting up at the screen for two hours.
Not that that didnt fuck my back up enough, I had to go and hit a mailbox. Im driving down Fire road and what appears in my path, but A FUCKING TRASHCAN. So i swerve to miss the damn thing and skid of the road and into a fucking mailbox. Im okay, shawns ok, the cars ok. So everythings good.
I have no idea what happened to the trashcan. All I know is someone isnt getting their mail tomarrow. If I were to find the lazy prick who didnt taken in that can I would bust some heads or at least curse them out until my throat was raw.
The scarist thing was as soon as I heard the squel of my brakes I had flashbaacks to a year and a half ago when I actually got into an accident with another car. I was and am still a little freaked out. IU keep having flashbacks to that first accident of glass shattering in my face.
Everything cool now, I geuss, I'll be fine. I think I'll go watch that Herny Rollins special I taped off of Comedy Central.
Thats all I got but not all I want.
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